'Syawal' and what's more?

So I guess you all know that tomorrow's Raya! What plans have you made? Is it gonna be fun and exciting? I know mine is gonna be freaking Awesome! Can't wait for tomorrow..I'm gonna be putting my new purple Baju Melayu shirt with a black sampin just to make it look good..haha and I'm gonna visit all my cousins in Kuantan, Pahang and we're gonna eat eat eat and EAT, baby! wuhuuuu!

Owh I just wanna let u know that this time I'll be celebrating Aidilfitri as a single man and no girlfriend whatsoever..hehe It's kinda lonely I guess but I think I gotta get used to it though..who knows when I'll be falling in love again..I don't quite find the right person yet but never mind..Love's a bad ass bitch..it'll come to anyone that it wants and just like that the love drunk will come back to me again..but till' then..I just wanna enjoy my single time first..

It's not that I'm that lonely and all.. I mean I still got my [huhahuha] friends! My Hungry soldiers! Hahaha these guys are such good friends to me and It's a pleasure to be knowing them all this long..and most importantly right now, I still got my beloved and adorable Family!! Syukur kepada Tuhan kerana masih memberi ku peluang untuk sambut Raya bersama keluarga Tersayang! So yeah..I don't mind celebrating raya this year being single or whatever..

Finally, to all my dear friends out there, I wish u nothing but happiness for this Raya okay..have a good one and don't forget for the ones that's already gone from this world..let's pray for them and may God bless them..[Raya, raya jugak tapi jangan lupe dunia dan agame k] orait! Assalamualaikum~

Being the Voice of the voiceless..

It's about the people who didn't get a chance to live their dream or live their life the way that they plan it to be..becoz it has been stopped by the people who are much stronger than them..these people are called bullies or stupid people..

To be honest, I pity to those who had to go through this shit..I meant by being bullied..it isn't fair! I think that everyone deserves a chance to live their dreams..who knows whether it might bring a change to this dying world..and it might make it better than before..but NO..there had to be someone who's gonna stop them before they could do anything..that's just wrong.

Sometimes I always wonder..what is their problem anyway? They're always picking on the weaker ones and not thinking about their lives..that's just plain stupid, rude and selfish..someday, these bullies are gonna get theirs..I meant their punishment! someday, the people are gonna rise and make a stand to this mindless people and say 'Enough is Enough!'

I for once had been bullied before..whether it is through the mind or through the physical aspect..I've had it all and trust me..it ain't awesome at all..so that's why I'm so pissed with these bullies! They think that just becoz they're stronger and bigger or even smarter, they could take advantage on the unfortunate ones..

Yes, people that are kinda slow and not so quick in learning existed in this world..yes, people that couldn't live through their life without a helping hand existed and yes, people that really need others to help them achieve something really do existed..people like me for instance..

So what? It doesn't mean that the weaker ones had to be ignored or to be treated like dirt..it doesn't mean that we couldn't learn anything..and it doesn't mean that we couldn't be better than the already greater people? Think about it..all people deserve some greatness and happiness in their life..and sometimes, they need a helping hand in order to achieve or to pursue it..so we must help each other out! Not treat each other like trash! Gosh I hate you bullies!

Come to think of it, I got something to say to you bullies..whether you won't admit that you're a bully or whatever, just remember that our God is always fair to all of us..so what comes around, goes around..keep that in mind..you may have live well and happy right now, but in the end you're gonna feel just exactly the way the people you had bullied before..you're gonna feel the pain, miserableness, sorrow..all of this are gonna come to you..

So Don't think that you're so smart to avoid all of that..don't think that you're such an expert in life that you can plan an escape route through what's coming for you in the end and don't for a second think that you can judge people the way they are..becoz everyone has their own unique style..So go fuck yourself!

I am The Voice of The Voiceless and I am The Cult of Personality!

Something I've been thinking about..

To think about the past..I did some horrible things that I'm not proud of..for example, I hurted someone that I truly loved and left her for some stupid reason..that wass something that I regretted the most..gosh I wish I have her in my arms right now..but what can i do..i'm in no shape and have no rights in getting her back..i know that right now she's happy with her life and I'm glad and okay with that..even though i'm not involved in it..it's okay..

to think about the past..something just buggers my mind..something like letting someone down..someone that i used to love and hold dearly! but i let her down..damn i think this is the same thing that i've been thinking about since last year..what to do? what to do? i really want her back..but i can't do anything..i'm so weak and helpless..

to think about the past..there's one thing that's been stuck in my mind and that is not realizing that my true love is right in front of me at that time..how could i not realize it? am i that big of an ego? am i that dumb?..damn i'm so stupid..im sorry, girl..im so sorry..i wish i could go back time and change my own mistakes..i should've stayed with u and love u..only u..but it's too late and i have to accept facts right now..

lastly, to think about the present, i just want u to know that i'l always believe that someday..u and i are gonna be together again..i keep that faith in me for as long as i Live..So long..

Two people, two ways, two personalities..6 stabs.

Wassup fellas..I got a story here and I think that I wanna write it down on this blog just to share it with u guys..if u dont like it then leave me alone..Im not in the mood.

Once upon a time, there were two people which was a girl and a boy..both were from different places and were very far away from each other. One day, They met at a place where both of them quickly fell in love with each other and soon they've become lovers. At the moment they've been living in a fantasy world where nothing goes wrong at all. They are happy.

As years goes by, some complications had been happening between those two and soon they came to realize that this was not gonna work out perfectly so they split up and went on with their own lives. At the moment both of them are living in a Hell Hole where everything goes wrong and badly. They are suffering deeply..

Time went on as usual and the girl met a little boy. They had conversations from time to time and they've became great friends. The little boy adored this girl because of her passion in her life and her lovely eyes. What this girl dont know is that this little boy is a friend of the older boy which was her ex. At the moment the older boy is quite happy with his life being friends with this young boy and the girl is also quite happy having conversations with this young boy from time to time. They are living like normal person with normal activities in life.

One fucking day, the older boy has been receiving news that his friend, the young boy is having conversations with the girl which was his ex for a very long time and that put fire in his eyes. On that night, the older boy wanted to kill his own friend because he thought that the young boy wants to steal the girl away from him even though both of them had nothing goin' on anymore.

The older boy quitely make his way up to the young boy's room but he accidentally step on to something..which was making a sound that startled the young boy. He woke up in shock to see that the older boy is holding a sharp combat knife but he quickly react and prepare himself for battle with his own fucking friend. I guess that the young boy knew that this was coming but he never expected it would be this long for the older boy to know everything but that doesnt matter right now. All that is in his mind right now is to save his life which mean by killing his friend if necessary or trying to persuade him with something else..

The older boy said that the young boy has stolen the girls's heart away from him and that makes him mad..mad enough to even kill a friend. Without talking too long, both of them were at each other's fists already. They are fighting for their lives and surviving with every blows that they took from each other's attacks. One wrong move would be the end of one's life.

The fight didnt last too long because the young boy was obviously much stronger than the older boy. So he beat him and stab him 6 times in order to kill this older boy because he's quite a big person using the older boy's combat knife. The older boy died without saying a word.

That night..Young boy sat alone and thinks that did he just do the right thing..or the wrong thing..he told the girl about what happened and explain it everything so that the girl knows the truth about the older boy..

-The End-