Chances in Life.

I never thought of this before. It's about my career. Well, it would be a lie if don't think of this at all just not in a long term. Tonight, something just click inside of me...telling me that I should rethink my career path. I don't know why.

My first thought about my career is that I want to follow on a journalist path or a reporter. why? I love travelling and seeing amazing things no matter what it is as long as it amaze me. Then, I would tell and give feedback about it...about I what saw...about what I witness. That's why my parents keep telling me to go on hoping in being a journalist or something that involves speaking. I agreed with their opinion completely because it really suits my interest untill one day...

That one day, a lot of people came to really admire my writing or should I say 'handiwork'. Why? some say that they love my flowery and romantic words when every time I wrote something. I didn't mean to brag on my capability but this is the truth about what people said to me over the past, and I very much appreciate it. This talking and chatting has got me an offer to be writer at college and other places as well. As days passes by, I received emails about me being a writer with a lot of cash offered which can really afford my family and myself. But, like I said...I've never thought of being a writer at all and that leads me to headaches. Besides, writing is really not my thing actually.

I kept thinking on what I should do. This involves my future big time. Should I switch my path? or should I just stick to my original plan? Till now, I never got to it's solution yet. However, I'm glad that I've received these chances in my life. I thank god and I'll pray that I would make the right choice in the future.

Take care, Guys. =)

Mistake

Being someone's mistake hurts me a lot. But then again...It's always been a part of my life that I'm already used to. Moving on..............

Distant Memory

I've just lost the girl that's pretty much means everything to me. I was too late and too weak to win her heart back. I can't do anything now to get her back because I know that she doesn't love me anymore. I am now become nothing but a Distant memory to her...Guess I have to accept that fact now.

A lesson to be learned.

When the word 'Love' comes to your mind. You can say a lot of things about it. Sometimes people say that love is amazing, some say that love is their passion and some think that love is just another distraction in life. Well unfortunately, every meaning that has been stated here are the truth about love because it completely depends on the people and their situation itself.

From the word 'love', we can conclude the word 'breakups' along the way. Most people had really suffered from breaking ups in their relationships and i tell you that It ain't pretty. It really took the HELL out of us. Moreover, This 'tragedy' can leave some very unusual side effects to most of us.

My recent relationship didn't go so well at all. We split up because of many things and most of it was probably my fault and I admit it. Although It really took the hell out of me and probably left me in a 'blurry' state, I've learned one lesson in life.

A lesson that is likely essential to me. To my life. Even though that love sometimes can really break our hearts. Even though love sometimes can give us a very hard time. And even though love can sometimes left us in a very hard choice to make, I've learned that we should never ever give up on Love.

I...will always believe in LOVE.

Giving an Effort on something..

No matter what kind of things that we are doing or having..We can never ever go backwards. Don't quit and dont give up easily. Be strong and always give efforts in what we are doing or having even though we are not ready for it. For how long do we must not be ready for right? Everything has a start and everything must be given some efforts in order to achieve greatness..Believe, Faith, Hustle, Loyalty, Respect and Determination are very much Essential in Our daily Lives.

[I'm typing very slow tonight and maybe a bit jibbrish with the errors..My fingers and arms are Injured and still in a recovery process...well, at least I've tried giving an effort to write my Blog right.]

Peace Out, My friends.

Nothing to talk about.

Tonight.....I have nothing to talk about. All I can think about is love topics. Some Like it and Some Don't. So I have nothing to talk about right now. Peace out!

Changing as Time Passes by..

What I can say right now is that I'm slowly but constantly changing my ways in my Life. Or should I say my miserable life...

The reason for my act? I got a lot of reasons actually. One of it is that I'm sick and tired of becoming the person that I'm not suppose to be. And why now if you ask? Well, I should say that it's becoming more worse and worse every day. So I've made a decision to change my Ways...

Its not such a bad thing to change, by the way. We change to become what we're suppose to be. We change so that we could reach for success in our life. We change to be better...To be GREAT in Life.
For whom? For our family. For our lover. For our friends...Better yet, For ourselves. Think about it...

I change myself so that I could be much more comfortable and could feel the courage that's burning inside me. That way, I can proceed my plans to become what I want in the future. I don't want to be the loser that I was before...The loser that always make mistakes. I'm sick of it.

So from this very day forward, I'm coming out of my cage and reach for the sky...Reaching my Dreams. I'm telling everyone that I...Have changed.

Double 'F'

Forgive and Forget...Whenever we ran into some problems or whatever...We forgive and Forget about it. Trust me, It'll make things much better....

I really dont know

Before the holiday starts, I have only one wish. Well, all I really want is to be with her. To spend time with her, Sharing thoughts with her, Make her laugh and see her pretty face all the time. Then, I want to say to her that I love her so much and I will care for her as long as we are together. So my wish is that I really really really want to be with her. BUT, does her wish is the same as mine?

I really don't know.

My Life,My GaMe..: NEVER Ever.

My Life,My GaMe..: NEVER Ever.

Im a Loser

Tonight I just dont really know what to say xtually..but i keep thinking about my love. Gosh she's so perfect to me. I wish she knows that. I want her to feel special..to feel gorgeous coz that's the truth about her. But how can i do that? I'm a freaking loser for god sake. Im not strong. Im weak..Im not smart..Im no fun and Im not that exciting. Hell, I always make her mad and Its my fault i admit that. Its always been my fault. I dont know whether if im treating her right or wrong...I just dont know..Im feeling so down right now..Im a loser..im a loser...A LOSER. Guess its true about what my friends said to me before..That I'm a loser.

All I can say for you is...I LOVE YOU, sayang.

Street Fight

well, That was fun...I just got myself into a fight with my friend's enemy . There were so many people involved, u know! luckily the cops weren't around...We managed to win the fight but at what cost?? Im still feeling the effects of the fight. My left shoulder got injured quite severed and it gave me a big and purple swollen! It hurts so bad. Anyway, this is an experience that I'll never forget. Peace! Hahahaha [^__^]

Its a very Bad Day

Hey, its holiday rite now..people are preparing for hari raya aidilfitri..my family and i bought some new clothes for the festive season. But im not so happy or excited about it. maybe because i just broke someone's heart today. I make her sad and it was all my fault. It was all me and my big mouth which means that i couldn't keep one secret. A secret between me and her that we hold dearly. Now she's like mad at me and wouldn't want to talk or text me and i think that i deserve as much hate from her.Now, Im trying to find a way to make it up to her..to redeem my mistakes. I wanna say Im sorry. I promise to become a better person one day.

In the Meantime..

I am enjoying my studies at The College..Meeting new friends everyday and gaining knowledge eachtime..one day i get to know this awesome girl with awesome lifestyle background!
We met and became friends ever since..Right now, I develop a feeling of caring 4 her so much..she's my best friend and i hope that we can keep our relationship forever..Right now I have no problem about my studies or my friends..everything's alright for now..haha

New Life..New Game

I continued my education at Shahputra College in Kuantan, Pahang. There, i saw all kinds of people that i never met before in my life! So i just assumed that this is just another level in my life that i have to be extra determined to become what i wanted to be. Here, i study The MassComm Foundation offered by the college and i found it very exciting and interesting! All my classmates are freaking awesome! And the place is kind a cool. I knew im gonna enjoy myself living here.Haha!

Never Give Up!! Never Backdown!!

Its been two weeks of relaxation for me..

Meanwhile, i was preparing myself for my interview about TESL[Teaching English as a Second Language]. I was so ready to live my dream..so ready to taste the glory..so ready to give the best i can for the interview..

But..I failed..i wasnt good enough for the interviewer to let me study TESL..that was one of the most hearbroken moment in my life..it is because that i let my parents down..i let my family down..i let myself DOWN..but my friends adviced me to never give up..just keep on finding my future..keep moving forward.

They were right..i cant give up! not right now! i was so close! and i have come this far to reach my dream! I thought myself to never give up hope and never backdown!!

Its a New Day

After suffering from a very heartbroken moment..i finally got over it..and im glad..one day..i was exploring my facebook and saw this one beautiful girl..and and i knew it was love at first sight for me..i wanna get to know her better..wish me luck guys!

I have nothing to say right now...hmmm...i just lost my girlfriend..she's very dear to me..i wish i can be with her all the time..