Goddammit Jake!! Keep it together now! Why are you acting like a fool?? You used to be a lot better than this!! Arghh I don't know what's gotten into me recently but I've been feeling this sick fucking annoying and miserable pain inside my Heart for a long long long time now and I don't really know why..hmm well probably because I've been facing huge problems that I never had before in my entire Life all at Once and right now, it's killing me slowly!!
C'mon Jake..cool down please..so before this, every time I got a problem I usually solved it very smoothly and calmly coz' that's just the way I am and that's just the way I handle things around but Until now..Life just hit me in the freaking Face..I'm literally Losing my mind but I still got some sanity left..that helps me to chill for a moment..
Who am I really am? Who am I? Who is the Real me really is? Questions questions in my mind right now..which I can't find the right answers..Why? I don't know..What's gotten into me?? I don't know..Am I really losing my touch??? I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!!! I just wanna kick somebody in the head and stomp it down couple of times til I'm fully satisfied..and I think I know who's the cause of all this..YOU. Yeah..You..
I hated you so bad right now and I think that you're one of the most Unappreciated person I ever met..and right now, I get to bear all the burdens that You CAUSED!! Don't you know how much I'm suffering right now? Don't think that I couldn't change back to the Old me again..Who is the Old me you ask? The Old me likes to beat people up and screwing things around and walk away like he just don't care about the consequences that will happen..yeah that's the old me..I'm a bad guy..I didn't like who I was before but right now I just don't care..its you who caused all this and some day you will pay for what you did to me..
