Words to Describe us...

Hey guys! Damn, It's been a long time since this blog's been updated again..it's not that I'm busy or anything..it's just that I'm too lazy to even think about writing a blog..but I told myself not to be lazy for long because if I want to be a successful Journalist someday, then I'll have to struggle hard and work my way up higher through time..and for that, I've got to shove 'lazy' away from my dictionary..so determination is the key for me to do it...I can conclude this paragraph by the word....

Determination.

You see fellas, it is my desire to achieve being a great journalist..a great word person and a great mind-thinker..It always have been..that's what I always put in my mind..that's what keeps me going..and I know by the moment I started studying Mass-Communication..I knew that I can't stop now and I've got to be a lot tougher than before so that means I've to change myself..So all of this I can conclude is about...

Desire.

"Dream and keep dreaming as if you'll live forever and live as if you'll die today". That famous quote has been stuck in my mind for a very long time because I like the way it sounds..and it's very true as well..we can't stop from dreaming ourselves to be better right? And we gotta appreciate every little thing in life as if there's no tomorrow..so from this we can also conclude the word....Appreciate.

Life is full of beauty..Notice the pretty flowers, the cute face of a child and the sweet smile of a woman..are just stunning..this just makes me wanna live my life to the fullest potential! And never back down from it..I have gotten this far and I'm sure as hell gonna move forward no matter what..Enjoy life along the way..when life knocks me down, I stop myself and relax for a while..shoving away the problems and just enjoying the little things that makes my life....

Beautiful.

So anyway, I've discovered that I always have choices and sometimes it's only a choice of attitude..No one else can ever make my choices for me..and that goes the same thing to you guys..your choices are yours alone..they are as much a part of you as every breath you will take, every moment of your life..So every time, I will keep in mind that Every choices that I make today, will determines how my Future would End up.. My last word that I concluded for today is.......

'TAKE-CHARGE'

That's it from me..Take care! Hope you guys enjoyed reading it..Once again from me, The Cult of Personality! Being The Voice of the Voiceless! Peace be upon you..

"It is our choices that show us who we truly are, which are far more than our capabilities.." Joanne Kathleen Rowling

Fashion Week, Fashion Heat

What's up guys, it's been a while since I updated my blog..a lot has happened by the way! Really like a lot..Controversy here and there..Conflict struck everywhere..and pure madness..Hahaha sounds crazy enough? Let's see what I've been doing over these past few months..Something that I never thought that I would get involved in..Something related to..........
FASHION.

Event: Fashion Display Assessment Day

Location: College Lobby Hall

So I got a job as a photographer for my friend who was a semester 6 student in Art & Design Course for his Fashion Display Assessment day at the College Lobby Hall..I snap pictures of him arrange his things at the lobby such as his Well-Designed dresses, his lovely portraits of models and lot's of other stuff..

Semester 6 students consists of only 2 students..yeah you heard me, only 2 which was my friend and his colleague, a girl. Both were great fashion designers with their own skills and styles..

Before the Assessment day, me and my friend here went to do a lot of things and this is the first time I've watched him worked very hard to get some things done..I admired him for that. In this part of business, I, myself had entitled to be the driver for him..Hahaha and it's actually kinda fun! Go here and there, buy some stuff and pick up a few people well mostly models of course for the Assessment day which was coming very soon..

In the end, that day had to come eventually and this took place at the Fashion Studio before it started..All I did was snapping some pictures of the models as they were getting ready and prepared for the Fashion Display later on because that's my only job after all..

After a few snaps here and there and as the models were finally ready, we head out to the Lobby Hall for the Fashion Display..Various Important people from the UiTM itself came to college to witness this fashion display so it's kinda big deal for my friend here..the event took about not more than an hour or so and after a few critics here and there it was finally over..Face of relieved can be seen from my friend and models..I just continued taking photos..

All of this may sounded like a very simple event..it may sounded like it's not very interesting..but try to wear my shoes for once and you may see that it is a one of a kind experience..I met a lot of new friends..very good friends too they are..and at the same time, there are a lot of conflict and problems that we faced in order to get through this..I learned that the Fashion World could be as challenging and hard as any other courses in this life has to offer and It's a very very very unique and creative world to be in..

Expedition: Hutan Lipur Berkelah

Location: Hutan Lipur Berkelah, Maran, Pahang

Date: 15 September - 16 September 2011

Crew: Jake, Fad, Danny, Anas, Nabil, Safuan, Afiq, Berd

Day 1:

Yeah baby!!! Recently, I went on an Expedition to Hutan Lipur Berkelah somewhere near Maran with my beloved and crazy housemates! All 8 of us got prepared in the afternoon and we started driving there at 3.00PM..the journey took about an hour and a half but it was a fun drive..

So we reached there on the evening but not too late..we started to realize that the weather was not quite pleasing as it started to rain..but no worries, it's not that heavy..we took a shelter under a cottage as my friend, Nabil lead out our prayers for our safety in this forest..

Hutan Lipur Berkelah is a rain-forest and it's filled with high hills and thick trees and also it has a stunning waterfall drop..while we were at the bottom, we noticed some few girls having fun at the river. But, we continued walking..we know that it's gonna be a long hike to the top so we wasted little time in stalling around..

The journey to the top hill is sooo tiring! But we had fun..we've enjoyed the view of the forest and watching nature doing it's job..it's just splendid..we had to climb up big rocks and hike on a steep hill..it was quite challenging yet, it was a very good exercise..some of us accidentally slipped a couple times while making our way to the top but that's normal and all is well..

Finally, we've reached our destination which is the camping site..It was spacious and it has an amazing view of the waterfall and the lower hill..by the time we reached there, the day is starting to get darker so we quickly set up our camp which included 3 tents and 1 canopy place for our campfire and foods..

Setting up the place is fun! It builds up my experience in survival..hahaha..so after finishing the last touch, we headed to the waterfall just to wash ourselves from the sweats and dirts that we had while reaching the camp site..and let me tell you that the water is freaking cold! Still, we bath in that water like it wasn't cold at all..the waterfall had a drop zone which was at the end of the river..it's very beautiful and I couldn't tell you how much I've enjoyed it!

Night came and we were at the campfire cooking some foods..which was Maggi..hehe..All 8 of us surrounded the fire just to warm ourselves..we ate our food in the cold as it was starting to rain heavily..it was not pleasant but we had to eat it either way because we were hungry as hell..

So it was dark..and it was raining..all of us were in our tent resting ourselves from all that hiking..I fell asleep right after I lay my head down..I woke up later at night and noticed that everyone is quite..they were sleeping..so I tried to fall asleep back but it was no good..then after a while, one of my friends woke up too and he wanted to go outside to enjoy the night time..

I got out of the tent too and saw that the night was bright because of the full moon and then 7 out of 8 of us got out and were just sitting down and look on the bright night sky..there are a lot stars and just by looking at them, I felt peace and calm..along with the cool breeze at night plus the sound of the waterfall making their way to the bottom was very soothing...the night continues on~

Day 2:

As morning reaches, all of us woke up because the sun was very bright and hot..half of us were preparing breakfast and the others went to the waterfall for some morning bath..and the water gets even more colder than yesterday! Damn! I jumped off a cliff to dive into the water and gosh it was an adrenalin rush! FUn FUn FUn~

So after having fun at the waterfall, all of us packed up our things to climb back down..the time was at 11AM and we wanted to reach the bottom before it gets even more hotter..we're settled and ready to climb back down..so yeah, the journey was again hard and tiring but awesome and amazing..as we walk out of the forest, we saw a couple of groups of people passing their way through the forest and to the top..

As we reached down, it took us about 26 minutes only..better than the last time! There were more people than yesterday also..so before leave, we rest first and have a few drinks to gain our energy back..then, all of us took one last photo and we're outta there~

It's sad to leave that place but still, we had the time of our lives..It was a day to remember for me and to all my friends also..this isn't the last time..we'll be back..

I have found peace..

Peace, I will find..

I wanna let u know that I'll be offline for a few days..as u can see that today I'll be going on a vacation with my friends and seniors which also are my housemates..we'll be going to Hutan Lipur Berkelah somewhere in between Gambang and Maran, Pahang..I don't know what that place looks like but people said that It's very beautiful..

I wanna go there to find peace..to get away from my miserable and lonely life..just to escape from all the problems that I've been facing, u know..and I hope I'll find some peace when I reach there..and what better way than to go there with my good friends..

Till' then..just assume that I'm dead for a few days..maybe for a few weeks..I wanna go out of this internet life..It sucks..and I want something different..who knows when I'll be online and updating my blog again yeah..before I leave, I bid you guys good day and live life with prosper and honesty..Appreciate the present as much as possible! and pray for me and my friends' safety at Sg.berkelah okay..thanks..

Assalamualaikum~

Map of True Places..

Hey there, World..How's it goin? Tonite got me thinking about something that is kinda out of the ordinary..and that is about a place where I hold dear the most..well, maybe that place is not that special for anyone..but at least it is for me and that's more than enough..

So how do we navigate our lives actually? People are born, people die, families break apart and new families are formed. Change happens from Gradually to then Suddenly. The answer, I think, lies in finding our own true places like safe havens that are home to us and make us feel like our better selves. Sometimes, these places, they exist only in memory and imagination. Almost always, they are connected with the people that we love..right?

The true place in my life is a real one..which is definitely in Kemaman, Terengganu..that place is where it all began and I promise you that I will never ever forget that place because it has so much memories..including the bad ones..When I'm back in Kemaman, I get to see my beloved family again and also get to spend time with my friends..even sometimes, go for a walk with the person that I loved..but that was in the old days..anyway, my point is that place really meant something special for me..although it's smaller than other places but I belonged there and there's no other places that I would rather be..

Lastly, whether real or imagined, true places are more important than ever in these times of great and sometimes in devastating changes. I wish for true places, real, imagined or simply remembered for all those who are suffering today. I've told you about the place I hold dear the most..What are some of your true places?

"It is not down in any map, true places are never are.." -Herman Melville

Dreams really do come true..

This time..Memories just came back and hunt me to the ground..lots and lots of memories..the sweet ones, the bad ones, and much more..Why? why now? I didn't ask for any of this..I just want to live forward to the future..not relieving my past..I gave that one up. But it had to return to me back and God knows why..maybe there's some 'Hikmah' inside it but who knows..today and yesterday was a day to remember for me as I visited places and met people that relived my memories back..but I didn't actually expected that I could became this 'Emo' just by seeing someone in the past..

Yesterday, I had a dream that I was with you again..we spent time together..we hold hands..we were so close to each other and we were in loved so badly that it hurts to just missing each other..I thought I was in heaven..I thought my wish really did come true..and I thought that this is it, I'm with you again..I felt peace in my heart after all this time of suffering knowing that you were gone..

In that dream, It felt like it was so real and so true..and I couldn't be more happier than before..I'm finally with the person that I truly loved and adored..But suddenly things happened that day..you were sick..and I was worried about you..thinking that you're gonna leave me alone forever..but you did..

You died in that dream..you left me alone in this world..and I didn't get a chance to say that I love You..

After I woke up..I realized that my dream really was real..becoz you're Dead to me..and you left me sitting here waiting for you to finally came back to me...........but yeah..It was only just a dream..

'Syawal' and what's more?

So I guess you all know that tomorrow's Raya! What plans have you made? Is it gonna be fun and exciting? I know mine is gonna be freaking Awesome! Can't wait for tomorrow..I'm gonna be putting my new purple Baju Melayu shirt with a black sampin just to make it look good..haha and I'm gonna visit all my cousins in Kuantan, Pahang and we're gonna eat eat eat and EAT, baby! wuhuuuu!

Owh I just wanna let u know that this time I'll be celebrating Aidilfitri as a single man and no girlfriend whatsoever..hehe It's kinda lonely I guess but I think I gotta get used to it though..who knows when I'll be falling in love again..I don't quite find the right person yet but never mind..Love's a bad ass bitch..it'll come to anyone that it wants and just like that the love drunk will come back to me again..but till' then..I just wanna enjoy my single time first..

It's not that I'm that lonely and all.. I mean I still got my [huhahuha] friends! My Hungry soldiers! Hahaha these guys are such good friends to me and It's a pleasure to be knowing them all this long..and most importantly right now, I still got my beloved and adorable Family!! Syukur kepada Tuhan kerana masih memberi ku peluang untuk sambut Raya bersama keluarga Tersayang! So yeah..I don't mind celebrating raya this year being single or whatever..

Finally, to all my dear friends out there, I wish u nothing but happiness for this Raya okay..have a good one and don't forget for the ones that's already gone from this world..let's pray for them and may God bless them..[Raya, raya jugak tapi jangan lupe dunia dan agame k] orait! Assalamualaikum~

Being the Voice of the voiceless..

It's about the people who didn't get a chance to live their dream or live their life the way that they plan it to be..becoz it has been stopped by the people who are much stronger than them..these people are called bullies or stupid people..

To be honest, I pity to those who had to go through this shit..I meant by being bullied..it isn't fair! I think that everyone deserves a chance to live their dreams..who knows whether it might bring a change to this dying world..and it might make it better than before..but NO..there had to be someone who's gonna stop them before they could do anything..that's just wrong.

Sometimes I always wonder..what is their problem anyway? They're always picking on the weaker ones and not thinking about their lives..that's just plain stupid, rude and selfish..someday, these bullies are gonna get theirs..I meant their punishment! someday, the people are gonna rise and make a stand to this mindless people and say 'Enough is Enough!'

I for once had been bullied before..whether it is through the mind or through the physical aspect..I've had it all and trust me..it ain't awesome at all..so that's why I'm so pissed with these bullies! They think that just becoz they're stronger and bigger or even smarter, they could take advantage on the unfortunate ones..

Yes, people that are kinda slow and not so quick in learning existed in this world..yes, people that couldn't live through their life without a helping hand existed and yes, people that really need others to help them achieve something really do existed..people like me for instance..

So what? It doesn't mean that the weaker ones had to be ignored or to be treated like dirt..it doesn't mean that we couldn't learn anything..and it doesn't mean that we couldn't be better than the already greater people? Think about it..all people deserve some greatness and happiness in their life..and sometimes, they need a helping hand in order to achieve or to pursue it..so we must help each other out! Not treat each other like trash! Gosh I hate you bullies!

Come to think of it, I got something to say to you bullies..whether you won't admit that you're a bully or whatever, just remember that our God is always fair to all of us..so what comes around, goes around..keep that in mind..you may have live well and happy right now, but in the end you're gonna feel just exactly the way the people you had bullied before..you're gonna feel the pain, miserableness, sorrow..all of this are gonna come to you..

So Don't think that you're so smart to avoid all of that..don't think that you're such an expert in life that you can plan an escape route through what's coming for you in the end and don't for a second think that you can judge people the way they are..becoz everyone has their own unique style..So go fuck yourself!

I am The Voice of The Voiceless and I am The Cult of Personality!

Something I've been thinking about..

To think about the past..I did some horrible things that I'm not proud of..for example, I hurted someone that I truly loved and left her for some stupid reason..that wass something that I regretted the most..gosh I wish I have her in my arms right now..but what can i do..i'm in no shape and have no rights in getting her back..i know that right now she's happy with her life and I'm glad and okay with that..even though i'm not involved in it..it's okay..

to think about the past..something just buggers my mind..something like letting someone down..someone that i used to love and hold dearly! but i let her down..damn i think this is the same thing that i've been thinking about since last year..what to do? what to do? i really want her back..but i can't do anything..i'm so weak and helpless..

to think about the past..there's one thing that's been stuck in my mind and that is not realizing that my true love is right in front of me at that time..how could i not realize it? am i that big of an ego? am i that dumb?..damn i'm so stupid..im sorry, girl..im so sorry..i wish i could go back time and change my own mistakes..i should've stayed with u and love u..only u..but it's too late and i have to accept facts right now..

lastly, to think about the present, i just want u to know that i'l always believe that someday..u and i are gonna be together again..i keep that faith in me for as long as i Live..So long..

Two people, two ways, two personalities..6 stabs.

Wassup fellas..I got a story here and I think that I wanna write it down on this blog just to share it with u guys..if u dont like it then leave me alone..Im not in the mood.

Once upon a time, there were two people which was a girl and a boy..both were from different places and were very far away from each other. One day, They met at a place where both of them quickly fell in love with each other and soon they've become lovers. At the moment they've been living in a fantasy world where nothing goes wrong at all. They are happy.

As years goes by, some complications had been happening between those two and soon they came to realize that this was not gonna work out perfectly so they split up and went on with their own lives. At the moment both of them are living in a Hell Hole where everything goes wrong and badly. They are suffering deeply..

Time went on as usual and the girl met a little boy. They had conversations from time to time and they've became great friends. The little boy adored this girl because of her passion in her life and her lovely eyes. What this girl dont know is that this little boy is a friend of the older boy which was her ex. At the moment the older boy is quite happy with his life being friends with this young boy and the girl is also quite happy having conversations with this young boy from time to time. They are living like normal person with normal activities in life.

One fucking day, the older boy has been receiving news that his friend, the young boy is having conversations with the girl which was his ex for a very long time and that put fire in his eyes. On that night, the older boy wanted to kill his own friend because he thought that the young boy wants to steal the girl away from him even though both of them had nothing goin' on anymore.

The older boy quitely make his way up to the young boy's room but he accidentally step on to something..which was making a sound that startled the young boy. He woke up in shock to see that the older boy is holding a sharp combat knife but he quickly react and prepare himself for battle with his own fucking friend. I guess that the young boy knew that this was coming but he never expected it would be this long for the older boy to know everything but that doesnt matter right now. All that is in his mind right now is to save his life which mean by killing his friend if necessary or trying to persuade him with something else..

The older boy said that the young boy has stolen the girls's heart away from him and that makes him mad..mad enough to even kill a friend. Without talking too long, both of them were at each other's fists already. They are fighting for their lives and surviving with every blows that they took from each other's attacks. One wrong move would be the end of one's life.

The fight didnt last too long because the young boy was obviously much stronger than the older boy. So he beat him and stab him 6 times in order to kill this older boy because he's quite a big person using the older boy's combat knife. The older boy died without saying a word.

That night..Young boy sat alone and thinks that did he just do the right thing..or the wrong thing..he told the girl about what happened and explain it everything so that the girl knows the truth about the older boy..

-The End-

Semester Drama

Hahahah hey guys! So from the title of this post, what can u expect xtually?

Yes! It's about people in real life who are having real life drama! And I xtually get to be the viewers like freaking Live and exclusive! What a way to enjoy such a story..hehehe

So continue..one day there's this guy named A and he's like the main villain of this story and the hero is.............ME!!!! YYeaaahhhh!!!!!

xtually NO Im not. Just kidding................hehehe the hero is my friend and we are closed like fucking BF or whatever and this hero's name is D.. both of this fellas went from argument to argument and they seem to cannot agree with each other's opinion and thoughts becoz one said that he's guilty and the other one is obviously defending it's name and honor..blah blah~

but the truth is that A really is guilty becoz he did something very bad to other people and on top of that, he's been influencing people around him to follow and back up-ing him! I pity them becoz they do not know the truth about this guy named A..whatever~

and i obviously wouldn't be taking any sides from them..haha I just love to sit back and enjoy the show as they go on from the beginning untill it reaches it's climax! and I gotta tell u that it was fucking Awesome!! wuhuuu!!

What happened in the end was that A got beaten up by a bunch of guys becoz he unfortunately was caught red handed for his crimes! and D is the guy who took him down till' A has only but one choice and that is to run away back to his home town..It's a sad story for A but an Epic glory for D..and I..hehe I just dont care..waahahahah!

but this is just normal for us students right? Cmon you cant deny that people had their conflict every time whether you're in it or not..My advice is just to be honest at all times and remember our vision for coming to college and that is to study and be a successful person! .. anyway, every semester has their own drama and conflict so all we need to do is just survive and be happy!

So the question is right now...What's your semester Drama this time? =)

Have a good one guys! Peace!

A 'Dad' in Me..

Hey there, guys..as usual I can't sleep at night..I'm still stuck in this 'Insomnia' problem. But no matter, I've got something on my mind that I never thought I had it in me. So here it goes...

A lot of people think about careers being their ultimate goals when they grow up, or they wanna make a lot of money, or they wanna be rich and famous. well, When I grow up I wanna be something that is different from the common goals....I wanna be a Dad. I don't know what kind of job I'm gonna have or how much money I'm gonna make. But I know for a fact that my kids are gonna have more love than anybody else on this planet....

That's all I want

I can't sleep, dude..

Hey there! Have you been wondering why some people can't sleep during night time? Even at the latest hour of the night? Well, I should know the answer because I for one can't sleep! Arrrghh!

It's been like a month that I've been feeling like this..they say that I'm having one the diseases that some people are having trouble in sleeping..emm..the one they called Insomnia! Yes! Insomnia!

What in the Blue Hell is that?

*walk to the library..Find a dictionary....checking...checking..checking for the alphabet I....

Ah! There it is! 'Insomnia'! It says here that Insomnia is the difficulty of getting to sleep or staying asleep during night time for at least a month...............................I'm doomed. [-__-]"

There's a reason on why I'm getting this unfortunate disease. I think I know..It is that I usually stayed up late to study and focus on my course subject for my examination......Okay that's a lie! Hahahaha The real reason is I always stayed up late at night because I play games a lot and spend most of my night time surfing the social network like Freaking Facebook or this Blogger Bugger. I hate social network!!! You guys are the reasons why I'm having Insomnia!

*Sit in the corner and cry like a baby...........get back up and sit on the chair and start typing again...

I can't sleep..I can't sleep..what should I do? If I'm to play games, I just don't have the mood yet so earlier on I decided to open my facebook but there's nothing interesting..just a couple of people that are still online but I don't want to chat with them..so it leaves me to open my blog which I'm typing for a new post right now. Me and My boring...blurry life...huh...Anyway, If anyone have any suggestions on what I should do during my night time, do please leave a comment down below. If not, then just leave me to my misery...

It gets kinda boring as time passes by but I gotta admit that It can be very peaceful during late nights and I enjoyed that a lot. It gives you a time to think about your life whether it is about the past or the future. So what I'm saying is that there are advantages and disadvantages when having Insomnia but I gotta tell you that it affects your health alot if this goes on for too long and out of control so I gotta make sure that I stay strong and healthy every time!

So I guess that's it for now fellas! I gotta go..Take care and Peace out!

What Friends are 4

What do you truly know about friendships? I bet a lot of things but do you truly believe it personally? In this modern era, It's freaking hard to believe such thing because everyone is chasing their own dreams and some of them would use their own friend to their advantage in getting what they want. That ain't cool, man..However, I'm just saying so that we should be careful in some cases that involves trust, faith and cooperation on one another. I'm not saying that we shouldn't trust our friend but just be careful and don't get too, too, toooo comfortable with it.

Anyway, How are you feeling today? Good? Bad? Whatever it is I tell you that Life isn't easy, so get used to it already! Wait what am I saying right now? hahahah I'm rambling..moving on....

I just finished a very entertaining yet an inspirational dialogue between two stationeries, A pencil and an eraser..It's a short one.I know, it sounded like a little childish using these things as the character but I just thought that it would be more interesting when you guys are reading it judging by their functions as the stationeries..ow you'll get what I'm saying later after you read the dialogue. Enjoy!

Pencil: you know, I'm really sorry..

Eraser: Sorry for what? you didn't do anything wrong!

Pencil: Well, everytime when I make a mistake, you will be there to erase my mistake but, as time pass by..part of you are gone..I felt so guilty..

Eraser: You see, I'm made to do this. Even though I know one day I'll be gone, and you have to replace me with another. I'm still happy to do this job. So don't be sad! It worries me!

This scenario shows what true friends are for..If the stationeries know, then how about you? Think about it. Peace out!

-The End-

I say Never say Never because it's..

Yo yo yo yo friends!! what's there to update right now? How's everybody doin' ?? Good? Great!

So there's one thing I got in my mind right now and that is some people just can't stand watching others happy! What a life...[-__-]"

Well for me, I think that it's great to know that a person can feel happy for itself but for some certain people..they prefer to criticise it because they couldn't stand watching that person happy. Let's just imagine that this person who's being criticised is you! yes I mean you! Right there sitting on the chair! you! What would you feel if this happens to you?? Well if you ask me, I would beat the crap out of those who criticise or say bad things to me! Or maybe I should just spare the hard work and simply ignore those ' Sons of bitches' with their own world..Let them have their fun building up their sins...hah!

Emm maybe I should just continue my writing instead of getting mad for no reason yeah...emm..hehe..[krik..krik..krik...] =|

Anyway! Where was I? owh right! what would you feel if this 'shit' happens to you, friend?? I would suggest that you just leave them alone and pretend that nothing's happen. The fact that they just couldn't watch you happy is their problem and not yours. Right? They're just jealous of you because you have what they don't have and that is happiness. Well, too bad that they can't be happy because they're just too busy of being assholes! WTF..

Okay once again, I lost my cool..hehe my apologise people..these days it's just hard for me to be cool because of things like this is happening to me..If I could have the chance, I would just beat the living Hell out of those who say bad things to me! What? you think that you are good enough so that you can judge on the way that I live my life?? who are you,dude?? who are you??? We're nothing but the same which is human beings. *Get a reality check, dude

Dammit I lost it again..hehe sorry! So what I'm saying is that stop criticising people and stop being too judgemental till' you yourself couldn't stand of just watching other people be happy. That doesn't do you any good, my friend..Believe me.. Here's a tip, instead of building up your sins in talking bad things to others, why don't you try pursuing you own happiness and spare the cursing? In that way, no one gets hurt and everybody will be happy together! A win-win situation is it not? Hahaha =D

In conclusion, never ever say never to happiness whether it's others or your own. There's no doubt that there are times when people will try to bring you down...there are times when people say that you couldn't live your dreams...and there are times when people would get jealous of you. And you know what? If I was you, I will say that..NEVER SAY NEVER BECAUSE IT'S MY LIFE..........and not yours..I'm the CEO of my life,Bitch. Stay chill! Peace out!!

Hahahahah hye there! Today's saturday and I'm feeling so damn Good! I don't know why I'm feeling good but I guess I wanna take this for my granted eh and there's no harm in feeling good all...all...all...all alone...? No harm done =)

Thinking about today's plan is just simply plain which is I'm gonna stay home and do something crazy! YYeaaaahhhh!! Okay maybe not crazy but I wanna play some games with my XBOX 360 and probably doing stuff like eating and cooking my own meal and I guaran-DAMN-tee its gonna be Awesome! Hahahaha..

Owh and one more thing that I'm going to do today is that I'm going to finish my [pain is the ass] assignments..which I'm gonna do it later...later...later and very much later...

speaking of feeling good, how's your day going so far?? Good? awesome? Yeah? I thought so...well goodluck with everything dude =)

Okay that's it! All the best to you guys and Peace be Upon you~ Stay frosty!!

Who's cheating who?

Cheating. That word describe a thousand meaning to somebody..okay maybe not a thousand but what I'm trying to say is that it has a lot of meaning by just saying the word 'cheating' get it?

Continue...I don't want to explain it's original meaning through wikipedia or the dictionary or anything. I'm saying it through my personal opinion. Well, I think that cheating can most be describe in a relationship. For example, she is cheating on him or he is cheating on her or maybe he is cheating on..him?? wait what?? Okaaay not in the list!

Somehow, what I think about cheating is that mostly it can't be blamed to boys only. It is because that girls cheated on guys all the time with their natural beauty and stuff. Think about it people, boys are the one who are always trying so hard in getting the girls to like them and it is up to the girls whether to appreciate the boys or not [don't be a lesbian!].So Girls needs to be impressed by the boys. Girls needs to be hit on and girls needs to feel special from the boys.I understand and this is the task that's been given to the boys in order to get the girl of their dreams to be with them.So you,girls would understand the risk and hardwork that boys are taking just to gain your love, right?? Think about it...I repeat, Boys needs to work hard for you girls! why? because girls are sooo picky!

Okay I'm not taking side with any gender for the moment but Correct me if I'm wrong but this is the situation that's always been happening in front of me right now. Most of my guy friends got dumped by their ex's because she can't give her full 'commitment' to their relationships anymore. heh, the true reason for this was that she already found somebody else better than my friends. But I pity most on her because she can't appreciate the one that sincerely loved and adored her. I feel sad for you, bitch! hah!

So who's to blame right now?? I say none. Why? because guys cheated on girls too..yeah I admit it. As I say that this is the way of life.....emm really? Hahaha So all I'm saying is that boys and girls, pleaseee don't [sesuka hati] blame on others about who's cheating who because in this case, both parties are guilty. Yeah I repeat both. It's just a matter of one's attitude whether he or she is loyal to the other one. So relax and be happy but if you did get cheated on....too bad mate! Peace out!

A story to be told..

There's a story that I think I should tell you guys about..It could be an inspirational story to some of you and to the rest of you guys that hated this story, do keep your thoughts to yourself..in that way, nobody can get hurt. Peace..

Once upon a time, there's a boy named Jake. He lives in Malaysia and studies at a nearby University College at Pahang. He is studying Mass-communication with 17 of his fellow friends. Jake is not the smartest boy in the class nor he's the dumbest dude around. He's just an ordinary student with BIG dreams. Okay let's cut to the chase..........

One of the thing that this Jake is quite a special guy is because that he's got a very competitive side of his that he rarely used it while studying or taking examinations. The truth is even though that he is a very competitive student but he is also one of the laziest dude around. Not dumb but Lazy..Untill one day..

Jake's class has a very complicated task up ahead that involves everyone in his class. It is a task that he and his classmates needs to memorize and read some Surah in Al-quran. Everyone must take it and there is no Exception! At first, Jake feels so damn lazy to memorize all of it and has no confidence in reading the surah at all..So he doesn't take this task very seriously.

At one time during class, Ustazah noticed that Jake is not doing his reading and memorizing quite smoothly. So she started to lecture him about the importance of this task. Not only that it involves almost 20% of his carry mark but it will give him some knowledge and skills on reading the Al-quran smoothly. She told Jake that he should take this task very seriously and put it on high priority for the sake of his future and his family.

Jake felt so guilty with his laziness so he determines to do this task much more better than before. But the word 'better' is not enough for Jake. During the class, Jake is struggling so hard in perfecting his skills in memorizing and reading the Surah in Al-quran but it isn't enough! Why? Because he noticed that there are other students that are more better than him. Some can read very smoothly without any errors and some can memorize almost everything in just a short period of time. This doesn't go well for Jake..

When it is his turn to start the task, he only manage to memorize 4 out of 9 Surahs in the Al-quran. He is not happy with this so he wanted to repeat the task again and promise that he'll be able to memorize more than just 4 Surahs. Ustazah finally realize that Jake is not just a lazy student but he is also a very competitive and a determine student at the same time. He just needs a little bit of motivation thats all.

So All Jake's been doing since the past few weeks is memorizing the surahs and practicing his skills in reading Al-quran and I can assure you that its getting better and better than before.

Finally, the time has come for him to repeat the task..This time, Jake is ready. He is ready to read the Al-quran. He is ready to start memorizing the surahs. He is ready for anything. Ustazah could see Jake's determine eyes firing inside. He just can't wait to get this over with and without wasting anytime, Ustazah has start the task again.

Jake manage to complete his reading in the al-quran and also manage to memorize 8 out of 9 surahs this time. It is a very impressive achievement! He can't believe it that he is able to do things that he thinks was impossible for him but he did it in the end and achieve it with flying colours! Ustazah was so proud of him for his achievement and so is Jake. She smiled at him as a sign of a congratulation to him and although the task is not quite complete and although the task is not that perfect like the others, but his determination in improving himself to be better is simply amazing. It was a day to remember for Jake...

All I can say right now is that Jake is very happy..and yeah that Jake is Me. Peace out!

Women can't be bosses

Over the past few weeks, I’ve been studying and doing some researches about which sex gender is better in being the boss of a company or any related statement. Well, according to my research and personal opinion, I found out that women can’t be bosses due to my three main points which are women are too emotional in doing businesses or works. Second, women can sometimes be too judgemental to other people. Lastly, women are too picky in some particular cases. These are the three main reasons that made me agree that women can’t be bosses.

Women are too emotional. I stand strong with this statement because it is true. Why? Well, based from my research, it shows that when it comes to some highly complicated matter, women will lose control of the situation with their emotions and will automatically make some silly, dumb and drastic decision. This might put the company into jeopardise like bad businesses and can also ruin the staff’s reputations and dignities.

Besides that, my second point is that women can sometimes be too judgemental of a character to other people. If you ask why then my answer would be that perfection are women’s middle name. Let me clear this statement that we all know that men are not that kind of a perfectionist which that is obviously true but women on the other hand, put perfection as one of their top priority in living. For example, if something went slightly wrong like a staff failed to do it’s job smoothly, a boss woman would judge and accuse that her staff can’t bring the goods instead of giving them some motivational support on advises.

You may read in some random article or heard about people around might say that women are not that picky in some particular cases. They said that men also can be pretty picky maybe some are more picky than the women. However, I can deny this saying one hundred percent because the truth is that the ‘picky’ attitude are most being dominated by the women according to my research respectively. With women being too picky in some particular cases makes that they are not suitable enough to be the boss because they cannot accept things that are not going according to their plan even though it doesn’t give any effect of the company at all. If this keeps going on, the staff will get bored or fed up with her attitude which can cause to some resignation of work from the staff. You know where I’m going with this that the company can get out or business with the loss of many staff just because of a boss woman being too picky. So what I’m saying is that, we can’t be too picky!

So in conclusion, let me repeat my thesis statement that I fully agree that women can’t be bosses due to my three main points which I already stated above. Actually, there a lot of reasons on why women can’t be bosses. A lot I say but these points are the obvious one and I don’t mean to be harsh to the women or anything but just accept the fact that you guys can’t be bosses companies or anything. But get this, that women are good in many things and I respect that. Once again, I agree that women can’t be bosses. Case closed.

Getting a new st[A]rt

My god, how long has it been since I actually updated my blog..it's a been a very long time..haha..I don't know why...only to know that over the past months...I've been through a lot..a lot I mean..and at that time, something that I didn't expected to happen..actually did happened and it has taken its toll on me.

Before this, the only reason that I've been writing my blog was because of you..and I thought that being with you would gave me some inspiration for me to always write about my life..write about what I've been doing recently..but unfortunately, you have to go..we have to be apart from each other only for some stupid reason..I don't blame you for this. Maybe it's for the best like you said in the past...that we should go on our separate lives and move on as it is..gosh I really miss you!

Because of that, I've been losing my mind a bit..losing my confidence in doing things..losing my mood in blogging..and unfortunately, losing my ability in writing..all that was because of you..I thought that without you, it would be the end of my inspiration towards everything..I know it sounded stupid but I thought it like that..don't blame me because you gave me a hell of a life back then..I thank you for that. Anyway, I wish you all the best in life and hope to be your good friend in the future. =)

For me, getting a new head start in life makes me much more better than before..I always learned my lessons in my life whether it is about my studies, my attitude or even my relationships life. All this I'm learning everyday slowly and carefully 'till I've reach my ultimate vision...and that is to be the best there is..the best there was and the best that's ever will be. Stay Frosty guys!

Teenager's Night life

What I think about a teenager's night life is that it includes the word freedom and relaxation. This is from my point of view. It doesn't matter whether it is in the early or late nights. Teenagers go out at night for many reasons. Curiosity, relaxation, excitement or maybe just wanting to clear their mind off something is okay for a teenager.Why? Being a teenager is not easy right, we face many challenges in life which helps us to get ready for something much more challenging in the future. In addition to that, Love, study, career and other things will be our main point and priority in life. To some teenagers who loves hanging out, they usually go out at night, Why? because they're teenagers that's why.

well, I find out that going out at nights is very relaxing. Moreover, to hang out at the beach. Just feel the cool breeze of the air takes my mind away from all of my miserable problems. Seeing people communicate with each other, walking down the pavement road or just chillin' out smoking the cigars is a part of a teenager's night life. I'm not sure whether this make sense or not but anyway, this is just from my point of view. Take care now..