Im a Loser

Tonight I just dont really know what to say xtually..but i keep thinking about my love. Gosh she's so perfect to me. I wish she knows that. I want her to feel special..to feel gorgeous coz that's the truth about her. But how can i do that? I'm a freaking loser for god sake. Im not strong. Im weak..Im not smart..Im no fun and Im not that exciting. Hell, I always make her mad and Its my fault i admit that. Its always been my fault. I dont know whether if im treating her right or wrong...I just dont know..Im feeling so down right now..Im a loser..im a loser...A LOSER. Guess its true about what my friends said to me before..That I'm a loser.

All I can say for you is...I LOVE YOU, sayang.

Street Fight

well, That was fun...I just got myself into a fight with my friend's enemy . There were so many people involved, u know! luckily the cops weren't around...We managed to win the fight but at what cost?? Im still feeling the effects of the fight. My left shoulder got injured quite severed and it gave me a big and purple swollen! It hurts so bad. Anyway, this is an experience that I'll never forget. Peace! Hahahaha [^__^]

Its a very Bad Day

Hey, its holiday rite now..people are preparing for hari raya aidilfitri..my family and i bought some new clothes for the festive season. But im not so happy or excited about it. maybe because i just broke someone's heart today. I make her sad and it was all my fault. It was all me and my big mouth which means that i couldn't keep one secret. A secret between me and her that we hold dearly. Now she's like mad at me and wouldn't want to talk or text me and i think that i deserve as much hate from her.Now, Im trying to find a way to make it up to her..to redeem my mistakes. I wanna say Im sorry. I promise to become a better person one day.

In the Meantime..

I am enjoying my studies at The College..Meeting new friends everyday and gaining knowledge eachtime..one day i get to know this awesome girl with awesome lifestyle background!
We met and became friends ever since..Right now, I develop a feeling of caring 4 her so much..she's my best friend and i hope that we can keep our relationship forever..Right now I have no problem about my studies or my friends..everything's alright for now..haha

New Life..New Game

I continued my education at Shahputra College in Kuantan, Pahang. There, i saw all kinds of people that i never met before in my life! So i just assumed that this is just another level in my life that i have to be extra determined to become what i wanted to be. Here, i study The MassComm Foundation offered by the college and i found it very exciting and interesting! All my classmates are freaking awesome! And the place is kind a cool. I knew im gonna enjoy myself living here.Haha!